What for Loving Her?

Not able to express it exactly,
But one thing I must tell you,
Sometimes, I regret for loving her,
Couldn’t help myself out of these hectic hues.

True, that she doesn’t feel anything for me.
She is someone… a stone hearted towards me,
This is the attitude of a lover.
How can it be?

People believe that they don’t need luck,
If they have love.
Well! She has both.
Hence, she keeps moving up.

Questions what comes in my mind…?
Why am I so far from glory and prosperity?
What is the thing that has compelled me?
IS it same love people tell about?

Those questions are evils when I m alone.
I keep fighting for my positivity and goodness.
I feel like stung again and again
By a million bees.

True! I love her.
Couldn’t help myself out of these hectic hues.
Yes! I live like this,
But I live! I’m not dead in a shell.

Although, it is not the end
Of everything.
I feel proud of myself
For being standing super.

I am a true lover.
I have compromised myself.
Hey! I am still gliding.
And I bow in front of god for this.